I have nothing to write about today. Really. My mind is blank. I am done with thinking. I think all the time and I am literally exhuasted.
I think all the time about my kids. That will never go away. I worry about the food they eat, the shows they watch, the toys the play with, if they love me or not, education...everything. That in itself is a lot to think of day to day and I think all moms can understand me.
I think about the relationships I have with friends and family. Have I done all I can do to show them I love them? What more can I do to help out someone in need? I know they tolerate me, but do they really love me?
I worry and think about finding a job. What more can I do to convince someone to hire me? What if I never get a job? There is a lot riding on me with just money issues alone.
Then theres the things that I think about that I have no control over. World hunger. Homeless people. The state of the economy.
I am done with thinking for today. My brain literally hurts, but I think thats just a headache. I have been thinking so much lately that I lose my appetite. I really need to stop. So the only thing I am thinking of today is my babies cause like I said, that will never stop no matter how hard I try. Everything else is just gonna have to wait today. Seriously for my sanity.